k... the rotten part not so fast.. today i woke up at around 9 plus.. so early!! i dun even kno wat to do.. i was hoping like i can sleep longer cuz when i woke up i was like "man! i din even slept enough!" but.. argh.. once i woke u i cant get back to sleep.. k so bursh teeth bath and normal stuff.. so i when to watch tv.. everyday routine.. watching nickalodeon[chalkzone] but today dun have.. so too bad lah.. den i tot of my bro! haha today is his birthday! he is 15 this yr!! so i went to cook prawn noodles for him.. k i kno.. suppose to cook mee suan rite?? but i like prawn noodles more.. haha.. [im sure he like it too] hmm.. den i use the com.. chat.. k here cum the rotten part..

i have to go see the doc wat... and help my bro collect his med oso.. so as i was preparing to go out.. my grandma came.. den i ask if she wanted to join mi.. cuz nobody at home mah.. k.. we were like walking towards the clinic.. den tok tok tok... den wahlao! she actualli criticised mi on how i look! argh! say how bad i look.. where got ah mah lidat say her granddaughter de?! den at the clinic i was meeting my mum.. who knos.. my uncle oso there.. den i when to see the doc alone while they wait at the coffee shop.. i knew i will be toking abt mi!! i came out and true enuf.. my grandma told my uncle.. den he was like trying to look at mi and "realli meh?" argh!!! my day was ruined! spoilt! actualli planning to go clementi wan.. oso nv go liao.. i kept quiet the whole time... my mum noticed it so she was like "what happened".. and haiz.. i cant stand ppl being nice to mi when im sad.. so.. i almost cried! ALMOST... den i told her nth and continued keeping silent.. i kno if i start crying.. the whole thing is blowing up.. haha.. juz becuz my grandma said sum not very nice things.. and i wun be able to stop once i cry.. hehez..

den i went to get my bro cake.. alone.. i ask them to go home first.. so as i walk i thought.. maybe she din mean it? anyway its my bro bday! happy occasion! maybe i shld pack up my feelings.. so haha.. smile to myself.. den got home.. still not toking to my ah mah.. but.. at least not feeling so bad le..hehez...