i not feeling so good nowadays.. got my chem test paper.. 2/30.. dunno whats going on.. super sad.. couldnt tok the whole lesson.. juz kept staring away.. assignment oso oni 5/10.. wat the hell... juz wats wrong with mi.. i cant study.. i often ask m i even right to enter JC? 17 this yr.. i shld be enjoying shldnt i?? why am i coped in this bloody struggle of society...?!! no cert no life? to hell with tat... argh~! guess im really stressed up.. was doing my math today.. dunno how to do.. dun even kno what the question asking.. why are the steps tat way... dunno anything! nvm.. as chirstine.. she explain liao but i stil dunno.. ask again.. dunno.. ask again! im brking down... i guess she knos... she very patient with mi.. telling mi step by step.. but i cant take it anymore.. i told her "i dunno.. i wanna cry liao" and i broke down.. its not wat lor... its the feeling of.. "argh!! why i dunno anythg?!!" feeling irritated at myself! chem lidat.. math oso lidat! sry christine... if i sounded bad when i ask you questions.. im juz angry with myself... and thx..

Untitled - Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?