i have tot it thru.. cried it out... now its time for mi to let go.. i guess life still goes on? i mean wat else can i do rite? i seriously do not even kno wat happened.. everythg juz ended this fast... still thx for everythg he's done. i will juz have to move on from this point. its been a few days.. not realli easy days.. i mean go to sch.. not happy but still have to pretend to be so.. dun wan to affect my sistas mood. but if you ever noticed, while im alone.. i stare into space and start thinking abt it again.. emotions starts to flood thru mi. argh den again i have to asap pack those feelings and face my frenz. it totally sucked

still i lived it all! like i said.. i tot it thru.. although there are still times i tot abt him and everythg again.. it din felt as pain as before.. now i fully understand wat they meant to be stabbed in the heart.. i din really felt the knif going in.. but sumthg.. was holding grabbing my heart so hard it hurting.. argh! wateva lah.. everythg gotta end! im a happy girl rmb? i hope to ba anyway...

coloured my hair yellow today.. not realli yellow! but it the shade... its overall brownish.. tot the colour wasnt obvious enuf.. but can see lah..ying's red hair den hiong lor.. but she looked great lah.. walked alot after tat with yifang.. in jp and je.. bought another top.. green.. frm baleno. realli liked the style.. but now.. im broke.. i officially announce.. so pls dun jio mi go here go there le.. nxt mth..