i muz have cried at least 4 times today... each time trying so hard to hold back my tears...din have enuf time with him today.. cant even have a proper hug before he leave mi for 2 weeks in camp.. the first 2 time was when i was with him.. looking at him the tears juz started coming.. and whenever he tell mi things like "take care of urself" it would trigger so tear-glands... the 3rd was when i was in the boat back to main island frm tekong.. sitting there alone.. i tot of him and suddenly felt so lonely... even as i read the blog entry he gave mi juz now.. i cant help tears frm rolling down.. i kno i sound like a total cry baby now.. maybe i am..

2 weeks.. juz 2 weeks... time flies dun they say? i realli hope so.. i dun wanna go thru evertday like this.. its torturous.. its the same for common test and now... worst there is still chem and econs..

anyway thx ying for tat lil note and the concern tats smeared all over ur face and the paper... =) [nxt time wanna look at mi when im stress do it discreetly! if not i will kno you are worried!! worried tat i might brkdwn huh.. not so easy.. ]
and of cuz kris for enocouraging mi today.. we are officially under the mgicc.. actualli today when i was on the verge of brking down.. the first person i wanna call is you.. but was afraid once i tok to you.. i cry even more.. and im sure ur time with zg is precious.. =)
of cuz mag and fel, lou, char, lynn... all the encouragements and of cuz.. not to say craziness..





i felt like i juz won the oscars... -.-"