im torn.. torn between dance and reality..
torn between passion and real life..
the performance can oni have 12 ppl.. including both boys and girls..
that would meant that ppl are going to be kicked out..
50-50 chance.. will i be the one?
im obviously not the best but im oso not the worst..
however is not being the worst good enough?
ive trained..
and i wan to continue..
selection on thurs.. shld i go? that would meant letting go a 9/hr job
passion or reality?
even if i go.. will i be selected?
so what if ive trained? and realli wanna be in? am i able to prove myself?
passion vs reality?


i wan to hold on... but its so hard..





im going!
give it my best shot and who cares if i get in?!


stop rubbing salt into my wound...