My bones are breaking..
My joints are tearing...
My knees are giving way..
My back is hurting..
My muscles are ACHING!!!!

Trainings everyday from now till the competition date (2March).. everyday i return home at ard 11.. sometimes even 12.. if start earli den yeah.. can reach home at 10? anyway dancing for 3hrs straight everyday is juz soo tiring.. whats more we needa concentrate.. doing ur part well as well as coordinating everything... you guys have no idea what is gg thru our minds ALTHOGETHER.. like dance steps.. expression... spacing.. blocking(where we suppose to stand).. too many things in the second and not even a second later.. change position! change routines.. think again! physically and mentally draining..
but thanks to all the training.. we no longer have to think so dance steps so the front part.. got so used to doing it SSOOO many times.. its now called muscles memory.. serious.. if i try to think i will "er.. shit.. whats next".. but den i come to the conclusion AH! HECK! the music come juz do! haha and it worked!
oh and good news... i no longer have individual prob.. yeah.. hehez.. but on the whole the dance team still VERY POOR!!! we needa buck up seriously.. knowing that out there its going to be a mucch much bigger fight..

recently no time for almost evrything... due to the freq practices... its so hard to have time for myself.. mostly after sch its prac.. i wanna spend time with my parents for wednesday dinner(family day).. but practice... i wanna spend time to dear (sat) but practice... i wanna rest at home on sunday.. but its the only time i can spare to be with dear and i choose to see him.. i wanna go out with my friends.. shopping wateva.. juz hanging out.. but i needa go sch! go prac! stay home finish house chores!!! boo... lifes like that..