im now going thru one of the worst patch my my life, or so i believe. A levels maybe one, but at least during then i know i just had to concentrate on 2 things. Exams and boyfriend. Period. I dun have any cca.. dun have to do house chores... no projects.

Its different now. Everything seemed to be piling up. While wanting to spend time with boyfriend, i maybe sacrifying time spent to do projects. While wanting to go for dance practs, i maybe sacrifying time for vic. Yes yes i kno.. time managemet. Its always easier said right? My projects are due soon.. yes all 4 projects. My exams are nearing. It isnt helping to know that dance pract now would be more intensive due to Danzation 08. The 2 weekends that i have is realli not resting. Its the only days where i can sleep longer but i kept tossing and turning in bed at wee hours like 5, 7 am. eventualli i still wake up at 9, feeling so tired frm the bad slp. I cant help but keep thinking abt dance steps while trying to slp. and its the thing that is keeping mi awake!!

With great responsibility comes great stress. (from 失败 的man)

Im in the choreo team for Danzation 08. Its a dance showcase organized by NRA. And reason im in the choreo team? The instructor sort of pangseh us last min. Dreamwerkz maybe growing but to take part in such a major event with no help from instructor seemed abit to much to bite on for us. Time now is such a luxury which we dont have. A luxury I cant enjoy.

I feel so guilty towards my project mates. Although i try to help whenever possible, im still not there for alot of the meetings. Wilson and Shuhui ended up doing alot alot for DC project. The peer evaluation form i evaluation myself as poor. i know its gonna affect my results but juz cant bring myself to put down excellence when in fact ive done minimum for the grp.

AHHH! i need a rest! so looking forward to end of exams.