Juz back from SP waves 13.

The show was wonderful..
How long would it be before SIM can have our own little concert?
Seeing how bonded the dancers are with each other.. its juz heart aching to kno that this is the last show for some of them.

Went im leaving SIM.. how big would my last show be?
they cry knowing its gonna be the last show.. what shld i do when i might not even have the chance of doing a show? would my exit be as dull and quiet as the previous batch?
i dun wan to.. a simple farewell party is not good enuf for mi..
i wan more den juz that..

when would the time come when SIM is able to gain recognition?
im oni left with another yr.. i dun wan to stop..
what shld i do?
the school sucks.. why cant they put more emphasis on ccas?
im paying so much to the sch.. yet fundings are so hard to get...
why cant they give more encouragements for dancers or even sports?!
when did we ever win the IVP? or how often? winning is not juz recruiting the star players when the competition is near.. but to nurture them from within.. the students juz need that support for them to continue to pursue their passion..

i regret the path i took.. how to turn back time?
somebody teach mi...

im sad... because my brother is sad too...
i love my brother...