IM SO DUMB!!
OUTRIGHT DUMB!!

Im so sad and so affected...
I forgotten how many times i cried today..

I ACTUALLY GOT MY EXAM TIME MIXED UP!!
How can it happen to me? how?!
Ive always praised myself and been proud that im a good student. I passed 2.5yrs in Uni without failing any of my subjects. Without needing the use of special consideration. Sometimes i even look down on ppl who depends on SC cuz they din study. But today. I had to ask around for help on how to apply for SC. WHY?!! WHY?!! WHY Me?!

Imagine my surprise when i got to school. thought i was early. Held on to my notes while i stroll up level 4. Then i see familiar faces leaving. Why they leaving? I heard them talk about the paper. I kan jiong. Quickly grab one of those familiar face.

"Why you guys leaving?!"
"huh.. exams finished already."
"HUH?!! I TOT 2.15 PAPER?!"
"no. 10!"

damn...
i felt so lost. so lost. realli lost.
Called Travis. cried. He helpped alot. He calmed mi down and told mi juz to stay where i am while he ask ard. Called Wei Lun. cried. JiaHui Called. cried. Both of them helpped me alot. told me to go see doc, told me what to say. Where would i be if i have no friends.

So the rest of the afternoon is going around printing SC and looking for docs. $75 spent. 2 docs. No MC. Moderate implication. I guess i'll just have to try my luck. I juz wanna re-sit. i dun ask for anythg else.

I hate myself.
Inside out.