Holidays are here! and im PACKED!!
no... i didnt have a plan before the end of exams.. it juz didnt happen this time round. You know.. like everytime while you prepare for exams you would always discuss.. "eh after exam we go this this this...""we go there there there.." no... this time round its like pure mugging..

anyways im packed with dance lar.. i think i dance 3-4days a week.. i kno thats v little compared to those poly students who dance EVERYDAY.. i realli wish i could.. but as you get older.. things in life starts to have different priorities. I want to dance but whose gg to give me the money? I want to dance but can dancing feed me? I wanto to dance but do i have a future with it? Aiya.. as you get older.. you will know what im talking abt. I have a life to worry abt. Thats why im contented with every moment now. Trainings may be tiring, but if i dun do it now (in my holidays), when can i? And its going to be an experience thats memorable. Rushing for the last train after practice, waking early next morning again to the same place. (I might as well camp there, and we are going to! when dates draws nearer! lolx) Travelling to RP, NYP and all the other Ps to meet and train.. some time when im old. Its a proud story im gg to tell my kids. "Your grandma last time HIP know?! Dance dance wan ar!" HIP HOP YOU KNOW?!" it probably wont be popular anymore.. maybe its gonna be like Beatles to us.. old school and so un cool. BUT IM HIP AND I KNOW IT!

ok.. my special consideration gt rejected. At first its like kinda sad. I really dun wish to spend another $1300 for a carelessness.. its not like i dunno how to do the paper! if i sit for it and fail.. ok nth to say.. BUT!!! ARGH!! ya... but as it drags.. you start to not wan to think abt it. Its the speck of dust on ur life and you would juz "aiya.. juz let it be there.." kinda feeling.. i know... i shldnt.. OK! im gonna get my appeal done tml!! its the last push!! RMIT PLS LET MI RESIT!! (but i nv even sit for it the first time. why do they call it RE-sit?)