Was talking to dear just now on the phone.. realised.. humans actually do very similar stuff with very different feelings/motives. We can all write an essay with a same topic, but the content, plot, setting, everything would be so different. Of cuz. No one would be wrong, its juz what we want to achieve. A top class student would be upset with himself for getting a grade "B", while a normal or lower stream student would pray and kneel to get a least a "C". Neither of them are wrong right? Differing objectives.

To me, dance is the same way. People can dance leisurely, competitively or commercially. It shouldnt matter to anybody what that person wanna acheive right?! I mean.. if this guy juz wanna dance for fun.. den you can force him to go competitive meh? or if this person wanna achieve something in dance.. can you say he is too ambitious? Its the SAME!!! juz diff perspective!! we all love to dance.. if not why are we sweating buckets, spending money, wasting time?! I COULD HAV PUT THE TIME & MONEY INTO BETTER USE RIGHT? of cuz.. sometimes it gets annoying to have lethegic ppl when you have aims and goals.. or have super enthu ppl keep pushing you when you juz wanna dance. thats why. Find people who share the same with you! First Step to Organistional Behavior: Establish Common Goals.

When i dance, i wan to achieve everything that i can and more! Its about moving forward, about putting in everything you have to acheive the best. If i dont put in all that i can now... den wait till when?? When im 30 and loaded with work? when im 40 and worrying abt family? or when im 50 and stricken with poor health? I already started late.. all the more i should put in double effort to achieve what i want. and competition is a form of exam.. its to prove urself. its like even if you dun win.. you get to know where you stand. why study study study but have no exams.. its kinda meaningless. you dunno if you really get it. of cuz like i said.. there are ppl who enjoy pure moments of dance.. they have no need to prove to anybody. BUT to me. I wanna know where am i. Where i stand. I wanna understand that and move on. go further then where im standing. because i love dance. its juz like wanting to know ur bf better! of you like sombody.. you dun juz stop at flirting right? you would wanna know what he likes.. what he do..
ok.. bad analogy.. forgive me.

still remembering the start of danzation. Nobody wans to commit. Only Po, jernice and me. But we were determined! we wanna achieve something!! we even said that even if SIM cant be part of it.. we would go ask every other tertiary sch! go ask one by one.. if they can let us in their item. There was the determination! And im not losing it!

vid from jer that really gives meaning to dance..
its always dance before style..
dance for a reason.