Yes. Its been awhile since recital ended. Ive felt lost. Like theres no aim, no nothing to work towards to. Everyday is just another day. But im getting used to it. I guessed all i needed was some time. The happiest dinner on earth would still have to end. But its the process that matters, the 'chen jing 擁有'. So im good. Everything else shld go back to normal. Thanks to you for understanding.

Sometimes ppl juz like to dig their own graves. Find trouble for themselves. Im one of them. I dunno. Its like so obvious whats the choice alr. Why am i still like wavering?! I sooo have no determination.. den keep doubting myself. WHY?!! Stop fooling ard with me! ahhhh!

sis wedding in a few days. Its time to get pretty and dolled up. Its time to get busy. really admire those who planned their wedding on their own! omg.. its so time and energy consuming! Looking at my sis.. haha.. sometimes i also dunno how to like help.. lolx so useless.. but im happy for her! After this.. its time for SPAIN!! hope she enjoys herself!

Oh and me too! Im going Genting!! ahaha My first time there!! Woohoo! Its gonna be great!